Monday, July 17, 2006

stres

I have been de-stressing myself for the past 3 days. I did not show up at the office since Saturday. And it feels great—getting yourself some rest from all the pressure that being part of V brings.

Four issues done and I am still not sure if I am happy with what I am doing. Two Saturdays ago, I felt really sad when Ralph, Angela and Jacky dropped me off at the office. I had fun prior to them leaving me. It’s been a long time since I spent that much time with the three of them. I miss my friends. I miss Jewel, Ja-Ne, Clang, Joyce, Aika, Aianne, Jenny, Bangge, Hershey, Dale, and the others. I miss spending time with them. Of course, we spend a lot of time inside our classrooms, but I still miss spending time with them. I just do.

I also miss my high school friends. I do not know what’s going on with all of them except for Emil who I constantly talk to on the phone. But I miss going out with those people.

The thing is, I hate routine. Being part of V was my way out of the routine that I used to when I was just a plain student. I just used to go to school, study, spend some time with my friends, go home, rest, study, and sleep. The next day is the same old story, unless something exciting happens. But now, even being part of V is a routine. The constant hunting for news stories, the constant revisal of articles, the constant pressure to beat the deadline—everything’s just so constant.

But I still have to give it to my friends in V—Camille, Rap, Tanikala, Rieze, Ketch, Raye, Myla, Celina, Tonying, and some of my bosses —who never fail to brighten up my day. They have this power that convinces me to stay and stop thinking about quitting. Oh I love working with those people. I love those people.

I know that in the office, there are those whom I irk because of my being talkative and being noisy. Maybe they think that I am all noise, no substance. I cannot blame them. After all, some of them are just so perfect.

Tomorrow, I will start reporting in the office again. Wish me luck. I will need it.

Smile naman dyan!! God bless us all!!

P.S. Ano ba yan?! One month na since nawala yung cellphone ko at hanggang ngayon, di pa rin sya napapalitan!! ^_^

1 Comments:

Blogger queen of the blogs said...

hahaha!!

kala mo lang yun phoebiclez. hehe

malapit na nga ako mabuang eh.

anyweiz, salamat!!

ingat

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